A true story

a misinterpreting of a ruthless, chaotic pace of happiness. When the destiny of the paralysis was finally opened with the cost of everything is too late. Then her mother came home with self-respect, only to abandon from our original purpose. -
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married two years after, President to argue with me to elect her mother from the village to cost their remaining years. Mr. father died very young, he is the only livelihood her mother, her mother raise him grow up a man,GHD Pink Limited Edition, for he achieved college. I said yeah again and again, instantly to her mother to package out a room with a terrace to the south, to the sun, the raising of flowers hardly evermething. Mr. bright room stood, did not say a word, but held up in my room, turning in surrounds, when I begged a intimidating means, said: Mr.
high, I like close to his chest, feeling the body petite captured at anybody time can be mattered into his pocket. When my husband and I had a squabble but refused to yield, the President took me up and staggered over his head, until I was scared for euthanasia. So obsessed with this alarm of happiness. -
mother temporarily obtain rid of the habit in the nation. I secondhand to buy a bouquet of flowers placed in the living room, her mother could not bear it later: The mood will be good.
mother not say anything, but every time I bought flowers and see the back, still tin not aid but ask how many money, I said, he Sometimes, I see something to buy archives of home, she asked how much money that much of this money, I - honestly question, her mouth to suck more rings. Mr. tangled my snout, said:
happy life gradually have discord. Her mother could not understand my husband get up and do the best breakfast. In her view, the big man to his wife cooking, how can the truth? Breakfast table, my mother's face, often overcast, I do not see installed. Confused mother put chopsticks jingling confusion ring, which she silent protest. -
I do dancing preceptor in the Children's Palace, has been tired, jumping around, the morning warm carpet, and I do not want to discard away the enjoyment of this distinctive, so speechless I am my mother's protests. Even her mother happy to help me do some family chores, she made me even more busy. For example, she collected all the waste bags that had enough to sell consume plastics, etc., and made of waste plastic bags at home everywhere; she is not willing to wash the dishes with cleaner, in order not to hurt her self-esteem, I had to secretly re- Wash again. -
time, I was bathing trays at night secretly saw her mother, her Mr. quandary, and afterwards, sir not speak to me one night, I like a baby, shamelessly, he does not for me. I bombard, and asked him:
Later, a long duration of time, her mother did not talk to me, and the family atmosphere began to embarrassment. Those days, sir fare well, do not know who first funny good fun. -
mother to discourage his son as breakfast, breakfast blaze hesitate to take the Mr grandmother looked merry to eat, and then see by me with eyes I did no do to condemn the wife's liability. To avert discomfort, I had to buy a sack of breast on the course to go pass themselves. Sleep, the President queried me a little angry: Finally, Mr. sigh: -
that morning, I burned the rice, drinking her mother, a sudden burst of nausea, abdomen rushing out everything fleeing, I let them desperately pressed amenable up the Bay, but still did not hold him down, I threw Under the bowl and rushed into the lavatory, absence something infrequent in the storm. When I gasped while laid down smooth, look countryman patois mingled with grumbles about her mother and wailing, vexed, Mr. standing in the lavatory doorway, looking at me, I dry the mouth Zhang speechless, I really was not intentional. My husband and I began the premier painful quarrel first stare upon our mother, then got up and hobbled out to the. Mr. bitterly look at me, her mother went downstairs to revive. -
accident usher a fashionable life, suddenly losing their mother's life! -
3 days, sir, did not return home, and even call calls. I was conscientious, since the mother to consider almost, I have wronged myself enough, but too how do I like? Inexplicably, I all wanted to vomiting, not appetite to eat everything, plus a mess of the family, and I feel wrong to the extreme. Later, or the colleague said:
a outcome of the hospital I was productive. I understand why I suddenly vomiting that a.m., sandwiched a track of pleasure Resentment: President and as a mother of somebody who, how come they did not think this it? -
at the hospital door, I saw, sir. Seen just three days, he shriveled a lot. I wanted to turn away, but his arrival made me feel bad, do not hold back, I called him. Follow the voice of Mr. seen it seems that I do not know, the eyes can not hide a hint of hatred hospital, they pierced me in the cold. I tell myself not to see him to see him say no, hand stopped a cab. At that time, I want to Mr. Xiang shouted: I hope that's not happening. In the cab,GHD Diamond Flag 2011, my tears was slow to fall. Why let the love of a bad contention to such an amplitude? After returning home, I arrange in mattress like, would like his eyes full of nauseate. I hold the quilt edge tearful. -
night, the family has turned the voice of the drawer. Turn on the light, I saw Mr. crying face. He is money. I looked at him coldly, noiselessly. He felt hidden to me, holding a passbook and money left in a little while. Mr. may be going completely left me. What sensible man, love and money, so apparently share. I sneer a few tears, -
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afterward day, I did not go to work. Want to completely clean up your own mind, looking for a good talk about the first President, Mr. find the corporation, the secretary looked at me curious, said:
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flew to the hospital, Mr. find when her mother was gone. President has not look at me, his face stiff. I looked at her mother skinny sallow face, and tears could not stop: My goodness! How could this be? Until the burial of the mother, sir, and I did not say a word, or even look at me with a deep aversion to both. -
on the accident, I learned from others nigh the jaws, stumbled later her mother went out apt go to the station, she wanted to work home, sir, the faster it goes the more afterward her, across the street, a bus head-on buffet over the ... ... -
Mr.
I eventually understand the aversion that morning whether I did not vomit, if we do not quarrel, if ... ... in his heart, I am a criminal indirectly slew his mother. -
Mr.
moved into her mother's silent room, every night came home covered with the alcohol. I have been crime and penniless self-esteem was overwhelmed, just want him to explain, he said that we wanted to have children presently, but looking at his cold eyes and took all the words are swallowed back. I prefer to call Mr meal or call me my meal, although all accidents are not my intent. -
choking the life one day at a duplication down, sir, scale up time to go home late. We stalemate with strangers than even embarrassment. I knotted the knot of his heart. -
time I pass by a canteen, through the transparent windows, I saw a young girl, Mr. and sat face to face, he gently Longle Long cilia for girls, I understood everything. First, stay, and then I entered the restaurant, standing in front of Mr, and stared at him, eyes do not cut. I do not want to say, have nothing to say. Girl look at me, look at my husband, to stand up wants to go, my husband hold her hand, and then doing the same, never show disability at me. I can listen my heart knock slow, what about the near death beating like a pale edge. -
lost is me, and if we stand down, I'll stomach down with their children. -
namely night, sir, did not come home, he lets me understand this way: With my mother's decease, our love is dead. President did not come back. Sometimes, I returned and saw the closet also passive - the President came back to take some of my entities. I do not want to phone him, still trying to unravel to him the aboriginal idea of ​​something, everything namely entirely lost. -
me a life, a person to the hospital for physical exam, often saw a man leaning on his wife to do detailed physical examination, my heart broken I could not get look. Colleagues advised me to beat down the vaguely right, I firmly say no, me mad to give birth to the child, can be considered compensation for the death of her mother, and I came home from work, sitting in the living room, Mr., cigarette filled the room, coffee table arrayed with a piece of paper. No need to look at, I know what the contents of the upon. Not at home more than 2 months, Mr.,GHD Red Butterfly 2011, I gradually educated to silence. I looked at him, took off his cap, said: -
my coat clasps while in the solution side of said to myself: Hang up coat, sir, in my eyes have died STARE belly swell. I smiled, hiked over and dragged over the paper, without even looking, sign their names onto him. I can not control the eyes, tears, Mr.
not walk in gloom, we looked at. Slowly, Mr. lying to me, tears see the quilt. In my mind,GHD Red Straighteners, a lot of things have been for a long time, much to run even if I fail to get out. Do not memorize how many times told me Mr. . We draw the heart in every other deep scars. My, is unintentional; him, is deliberate. -
look forward to bury the hatchet, but the past has not again! -
increase to the children think of navel warm when the heart is, while the President,GHD Precious Gift Set, my heart cold frost, do not eat anything he bought, not any of his gift, do not talk to him. Starting from the signature piece of periodical, matrimony and love in my heart all dead. Mr. tried to return to the bedroom sometimes, he came to, I went to the living room, sir, back to her mother's room had to sleep. Night, sometimes from a room of Mr slight moan coming from, I said naught. It was his habit of playing tricks, at all times I ignore him before, he would simulate to be sick, I would obediently concession his care for how, and he caught me laugh. He forgot, then I would feel bad because there is love, now what have we? -
moaning adjourned by Mr.
off to a child is born. His children virtually every day to buy things, baby supplies, children's productions, and a favorite paperback, a bag, approach his room filled. -
I know he is such a way that touched me, and I have been impressed. He had to shut in a room with a computer -
rotate late one night in late spring, severe abdominal pain so I shouted, sir, a stride rushed, as if he did not even undress to nap, as is waiting for this moment to arrive. I ran downstairs on her own, Mr., hailed always the way tight grip with my hand, kept giving me erase the sweat from forehead. To the hospital, obstetrics I go running on her own. Lying on the back of his skinny and lukewarm, a thought suddenly entered the mind: the students, who ambition love me like him? President escorted the allocation room gate, looked at me in his eyes, I endured the pains of good and warm to him smiled. Out from the allocation room, sir, and son looked at me, eyes wet smile smile ah ah's. I touched his hand. President looked at me, smiled, and then, slow and exhausted down to limp. -
pain I call out his label ... ... -
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smile, did not open my tired eyes ... -
I thought would never shed a tear for the President, the truth is, there has never been so intense pain tore my body. The medic said, my husband's liver cancer is discovered late, can persist fall but long that he is one utter marvel. When I asked the doctor find? The doctor said five months ago, and then comforted me:
I stop regardless of the nurses, home, burst into the open the microprocessor apartment of Mr., the center suddenly choked at grief. -
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liver sarcoma 5 months antecedent had found that his moaning is true, I really thought ... ... -
20 million words on the computer, is the son of Mr. information addressed to: the child, for you, I'm holding on, waiting to look at you down again, is my biggest hope ... ... I know your life there will be a lot of fun or frustration, and if I can accompany you through this growth process, which is how happy, but my father do not have this chance. Dad on the computer, you may meet problems in life to write down, so when you meet these problems, you can refer to my father's advice ... ... -
My dearest child, wrote this more than 20 million words, I feel like to attach you through the entire process of growth. Really, my father very happy. To love your mother, she was very hard, is the person who loves you, and also my favorite people ... ... from the son to the kindergarten to basic educate, secondary school, academy, work and other aspects of love, share all written to. -
I wrote to Mr.
: Honey, you marital the greatest happiness of my life, forgive me ache you, excuse me for hiding the illness, for I want you to have a good consciousness to await for the child born ... ... Honey, if you cry,GHD Blue Straighteners, that you must excuse me, I laughed, thank you love me ... ... these gifts, I am fearful there is no become to give their children, would you send him for me every annual several gifts, packaging gifts are written on the box the date of ... ... -
back to the hospital, sir, is still in a coma. I hold my son back, on his side, I said: Mr.
struggling to open his eyes, smiled slightly. Son nestling in his arms, dance with their little roseate hands. -