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a misunderstanding of a ruthless, chaotic pace of happiness. When the fate of his life as a price for the deadlock was finally opened, it will be too late. Then her mother came home with dignity, only to depart from our original intention. . .
married two years later, President to discuss with me to pick her mother from the countryside to spend their remaining years. Mr. father died very young, he is the only sustenance her mother, her mother raise him grow up a man, for he finished college. I said yes again and again, immediately to her mother to pack out a room with a balcony to the south, to the sun, raised gardening or something. Mr. sunny room stood, did not say a word, but held up in my room, turning in circles, when I begged a threatening manner, said: ; Mr. tall, I like close to his chest, feeling the body petite arrested at any time can be stuffed into his pocket. When my husband and I had a dispute but refused to yield, the President took me up and staggered over his head, until I was scared for mercy. So obsessed with this fear of happiness.
mother temporarily get rid of the habit in the country. I used to buy a bouquet of flowers placed in the living room, her mother could not bear it later: people's mood will be good. flowers back, still can not help but ask how much money, I said, she - answered truthfully, her mouth to suck more rings. Mr. twisted my nose, said: do not see it. mother put chopsticks confused jingling chaos ring, this is her silent protest.
do my dance teacher at the Children's Palace, has been tired, jumping around, the morning warm bed I do not want to throw away the enjoyment of this unique sleep late, so I'm dumb protest against her mother. her mother occasionally helped me do some household chores,
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time I was washing dishes at night secretly saw her mother, her . I have the fire to ask him:
mother to prevent his son for breakfast, breakfast burn hesitate to take the I had to buy a bag of milk on the way to work kill themselves. sleep, sir, a little angrily asked me: Chung them up, but still did not hold him down, I rushed into the toilet bowl dropped, need something that noise. When I gasped when laid down flat, see native dialect mixed with complaints about her mother and cries, standing on the bathroom door, Mr. Anger looked at me, I dry the mouth Zhang speechless, I really was not intentional. my husband and I started the first bitter quarrel first stare upon our mother, then got up and hobbled out to go sir. bitterly look at me,
ナイキ エアスタブ, her mother went downstairs to recover.
accident usher a new life, but suddenly my mother's life ruined!
For three days, did not return Mr. home, and even phone calls. I was upright, since the mother to think about, I have wronged myself enough, but also how do I like? not understand, I always wanted to vomiting, no appetite to eat anything, plus a mess the family, and I feel bad to the extreme. Later, or colleague said: President. just three days seen, and he withered a lot. I wanted to turn away, but his appearance made me feel bad, do not hold back, I called him. President followed the voice to see me, but did not recognize the , hospital eyes can not hide a hint of disgust, they are cold to hurt me. I tell myself not to watch him to see him say no, hand stopped a taxi. when I think about Mr. Xiang shouted: lying in bed like, would like his eyes full of disgust. I hold the quilt in the corner crying.
night, the family has turned the voice of the drawer. turn on the light, I saw tears in the face of Mr.. He is money. I looked at him coldly, quietly. He felt invisible to me, holding a passbook and money left in a hurry. Maybe Mr. intend to leave me completely. is really a man of reason, emotion and money to share so clear. I sneer a few tears, company, the secretary looked at me strange, said: Is that so? until the burial of the mother, sir, and I did not say a word, or even look at me with a deep aversion to both.
about the accident, I learned from others around her mouth, her mother After stumbled out to go to the station, she wanted to go home, sir, the faster it goes the more after her, across the road, hit a bus head on over...
I finally understand, Mr. aversion, that morning if I did not vomit, if we do not quarrel, if ... ... in his heart, I am a sinner indirectly killed his mother.
moved in silence, Mr my mother's room, per night back are covered with the alcohol. and I have guilt and poor self-esteem was overwhelmed, just want him to explain, he said that we wanted to have children soon, but looking at his cold eyes and took all the words are swallowed back. I prefer to hit me, Mr. or curse me out for a meal, although all accidents are not my intent.
choking the life one day at a repetition down, sir, the more time to go home and more later. We stalemate with strangers but also awkward than that. I tied the knot of his heart.
time I pass by a restaurant, through the transparent windows, I saw Mr. A young girl sat face to face, he gently Longle Long hair for girls, I understood everything. first stay, and then I entered the restaurant, standing in front of Mr, and gazed at him,
QQ10周年有感, eyes did not drop tears. I do not want to say, have nothing to say. girl Look at me, look at my husband, to stand up wants to go, my husband hold her hand, and then doing the same, never show weakness at me. I can hear my heart beat slow, what about the near death beating like a pale edge. lost is me, and if we stand down, I'll stomach down with their children.
that night, sir, did not come home, he lets me know this way: With my mother's death, our love is dead. Mr. and never returned. Sometimes, I returned and saw the wardrobe too passive - and Mr. Take some of my stuff back. I do not want to call him, the original still trying to explain to him the idea of something, everything is completely lost.
me a life, a person to the hospital for physical examination, often saw a man check carefully escorted his wife to do, my heart broken I could not get like. colleagues advised me to knock down the vague Well, I firmly say no, me crazy to give birth to this child, are also considered for the death of her mother compensation, and I came home from work, sitting in the living room, Mr., reveals a room full of smoke ...... deadly injuries Mr. never looked at me, look complicated, like me.
Solutions coat buttoned side while I was thinking to myself: uplift of the stomach has been. I smiled, walked over, dragged over the paper,
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looking forward to bury the hatchet, but the past has been unable to come again!
addition to stomach when a child think is the warm heart, while the President, my heart cold frost, do not eat anything he bought, not any of his gift,
电音文化, do not talk to him. starting from the signature piece of paper, marriage and love in my heart all die. Sometimes trying to return to the bedroom, Mr, he came to, I went to the living room, sir, back to her mother's room had to sleep. night From the President's room sometimes heard a slight groan, and I said nothing. This is a trick he used to play the past as long as I ignore him, he would pretend to be sick, I would obediently surrender his concern for how, he I laughed for a catch. he forgot, then I would feel bad because there is love, now what have we?
intermittent groan of Mr. ..... until the child is born . he almost every day to buy things for children, baby supplies, children's products, and a favorite book, a bag, reach his room filled.
I know he is such a way that touched me, and I have been impressed. he had to shut in a room with a computer . but all in all, it does not matter to me what happened already.
turn late one night in late spring, severe abdominal pain so I shouted,
Excel Form 35 strokes will learn Cheats - Qzone log, stormed to a stride, Mr., if he did not even de- clothes to sleep, as is waiting for this moment to arrive. President on her own I ran downstairs, hailed all the way tight grip with my hand, kept giving me wipe the sweat from forehead. to the hospital and take up obstetrics I go running. lying and warm in his bony back, a thought suddenly entered the mind: the students, who would like him love me? President escorted the delivery room door, watching me in, nice and warm eyes, I endured the pain of his smile. come out from the delivery room, sir, and son looked at me, eyes wet smile smile ah ah. I touched his hand. President looked at me, smiled, and then,
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pain I call out his name ... Mr. ... a smile, did not open my tired eyes ...
I thought never to Mr. shed a tear,
エアマックス 2003, the fact is, there has never been so intense pain tore my body. The doctor said that my husband's liver cancer is discovered late, can persist for so long that he is an absolute miracle. I asked the doctor what When discovered? doctor said five months ago, and then comforted me: have been found, his moaning is true, I actually thought ... ...
20 million words on the computer, is the son of Mr. message addressed to: child, for you, I'm holding on, waiting to look at you down again, is my biggest wish ... ... I know that your life will be a lot of fun or frustration, and if I can accompany you through this growth process, which is how happy, but my father has no such chance. Dad on your computer, you may encounter problems in life to write down, so when you encounter these problems, you can refer to the views of my father ... ... ;
My dearest child, wrote this more than 20 million words, I feel like to accompany you through the entire process of growing. really, my father very happy. to love your mother, she was very hard, is a favorite you, who is also my favorite ... ... from the son to the kindergarten to primary school, secondary school, college, work and other aspects of love, share all wrote about.
me Mr. written the letter: Dear, you are married to the greatest happiness of my life, forgive me hurt you, forgive me for hiding the illness, because I want you to have a good feeling to wait for the child's birth ... ... Honey, if you cry, that you have to forgive me, I laughed, thank you love me ... ... these gifts, I am afraid there is no chance to give their children, would you send him every year for me several gifts, packaging box date are written on gifts ... ...
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