I am an orphan, perhaps the result of son preference, may be frolicking in the bedroom can not be responsible for the product.
is Zheye pick me home.
implement the policies of that year he returned to the city from the countryside,
christian louboutin sale, watching the station's garbage saw me, a beautiful, quiet little girl, many people around, he stepped forward, and that Formosa natural smile on his baby girl.
He gave me a home and gave me a beautiful name, Tao prematurely. Later, he said, I had that smile, deserve to be called Recipe, Shining.
Zheye very mournful life, his parents were returning scholars, but did not escape the cultural catastrophe that field, both pass away in anger, Zheye nature are not immune, fat distribution in rural areas, and fell in love for many years girlfriend Laoyanfenfei. Since then his left alone, back to the city until 35 years old when picked me.
I was in charge Zheye called him Uncle.
childhood in my memory is not too much unhappiness. Just get rid of one thing.
school, class a few naughty boys called me Pick me up from school the next day Zheye specifically asked that a few boys: Who says she is a wild species? Boy saw a tall burly Zheye are afraid to say anything, Zheye sneer: Who is next and then say, let me hear it, I'd kick him! It was whispered, she is not your students, is the wild species. Zheye take my hand and smiled back: But I also baby than her own daughter. Which stand do not believe me see, who has her beautiful clothes? Whose shoes bag than her look good? She ate bread and milk every morning, you eat? Children were suddenly discouraged.
Since then, no one ever called me a bastard. After the big, think of this, I always laugh.
my life than the general orphans, to be much luckier.
My favorite place is the library. Room full of books, large bright window is Zheye under the desk, the sun, he focused on the work of the imposing silhouette against the sun like a painting. I always read your own books, and found to nest on the sofa. Separated for a while, Zheye will look back at me, his smile, more than the warm winter sunshine outside the window. Get tired, I was lying on his shoulder,
red sole shoes, watching him quietly drawing the author.
he smiled: I grew up and done this line?
I curl one's lip: it should not, so tanned, dirty, dirty, also died.
ah, I forgot to say, Zheye is a construction engineer. But the wind and the sun is also destructive to his appearance. He always genteel and clean, quiet demeanor.
off, is not no woman want to get into Zheye life.
when I was eight, there was one, Zheye almost gonna get married to a woman. The woman is a teacher, a smart and beautiful. Do not know why I do not like her, feel her smiling face as the paste up, and Zheye in her sweet and gentle smile to me, is not it disappear like magic to smile. I am afraid of her. One day my balcony, picture books, she asked me: do your parents father and mother? Not once come to see you? I stayed and watched her do not know what to say. Her tongue twice, he said, the boy, silly, no wonder they do not want you. I zheng zhu, Suddenly Zheye livid face came, took my hand, said nothing on the back room.
bored one night I cry in the quilt. Zheye came in, holding me, not afraid, Yao Yao cry.
that woman was not goodbye, we came home.
then I heard my friend Qiu non Zheye asked him how good they scattered? Zheye said the heart is not right woman, married her, after Yao Yao will not have a good day before. Qiu non-said, you still can not forget Eran. Year-old I firmly remember the name. I know that after the big, Eran is Zheye then girlfriend.
we have had each other. Zheye handled everything well, including the smooth and healthy my adolescence.
I was admitted to university, because of the school far from home to boarding school, weekend and returned home.
Zheye sometimes ask me: have a boyfriend? I always smiled and remained silent. The school does have some pretty good guys always like to turn me around, but I also dislike a: A'd tall, handsome, helpless third-rate performance; B homework well, eloquence is also very good, but the appearance is normal; C homework looks are good, good temperament just like a Mangfu ... ...
I rarely speak and male students. In my eyes, they are naïve, one in front of people want to be too late for the performance of the best side out, so the traces, the steady loss.
two-year-old birthday, Zheye gave me the gift of a ruby ring. Such sporadic jewelry, Zheye already started to help me buy his argument is: big girls need to have a few decent things decoration. After dinner he go shopping with me, what I like and immediately buy.
back to school, the sensitive, I found the students love to talk behind me. I do not mind. Because of his personal life, people have become accustomed to discussing the. Until one day a good female students to pull me in private: they say you have a lot older than you, boyfriend? I'm puzzled: Who said that? She said: It is said that several people see you go shopping with him, very affectionate too! No wonder the poor young man that you despise them, and turned out to be near the Kong Fangxiong! I Lueyisisuo face slowly turn red, smiles after a while: they are misunderstood.
I did not explain. Sit quietly reading, his face does not fade the heat a long time.
weekend to go home, clean as usual. Zheye room very clean, and he often wears a woolen sweater ride in the bed. It is a brown rice, turtle neck, when the original purchase is a fancy gray Jixin Ling, I picked this one. At that time Zheye smiled and said, well, for according to you, it appears that Yao Yao is too I am old, I dressed the young point to it.
TV drama I slowly folded clothes, smiling sake fragmentary trivia.
the next time I found Zheye state of mind is very good, the wind brisk walking gait, and occasionally heard him sing some songs, somewhat like the time when I look into college. I wonder. Friday I received Zheye
phone, asking me to go home early, going to dinner with him.
shave his clothes. My suspicion: people to help introduce you to a girlfriend? Zheye laugh: I have an old man, and also talk about a girlfriend, you Qiushu Shu, there is a also a friend of many years, one will you call her aunt leaves on the line.
I know it must be Eran.
way Zheye told me some time ago by Qiu Africa, he and Ilan in touch, and her husband died several years ago, this re-view, the feeling can be, if not unexpected, they are ready to get married.
I do not attentive to be with, began to feel cold feet up,
christian louboutin pumps, slowly up the spread.
to the hotel, I looked pleione objective: extra baggage, but not bloated, brow still somewhat youthful charm, and the same age as women, she certainly has an advantage. However, the Zheye stand together with the handsome, she looks much older.
she told me very good, very friendly, a Aiwujiwu look.
to home Zheye asked me: Do you think Ye aunt how? I said: you are planning to get married, of course I say so.
eyes open until midnight before I fell asleep.
back to school I was sick. Fever, insisted on not Kenla class, speak, top-heavy, and finally Zaidao in the classroom.
I wake up in the hospital, the hanging bottle, Zheye sitting next to the reading.
my tired smile: this is where I am? Zheye strained to touch my head: finally woke up and transfer of influenza virus pneumonia, the child you are always careless. I laughed: to be sick, be careful what way?
Zheye In addition to work, is in the hospital. Often wake up from lethargy to immediately search for his people, to immediately see, to feel at ease. I heard him, and Eran phone: Yao Yao sick, I did not empty the past few days, so good I told her to contact you. I'm sad smile, if I'm sick, let him abandon me every day, then why not long illness,
cheap christian louboutin, I can not afford.
hospital stay for a week and returned home. Zheye put out the door in my sofa, lying on top at night, getting up to visit him I have a slight movement.
I think the smaller the time, my little bed in the room to put Zheye middle of the night I want to go to the bathroom to find their own way with them, but soon heard Zheye always, help me open lights, said: Yao Yao careful ah. Until I was in elementary school, before their sleep.
Eran bought a large holding flowers and fruits to visit me. I politely thank her. Her cooking is very delicious, but I could not eat. I went back to the room early to lay down.
I'm dreaming. Dream Zheye and Eran finally married, they are young, wearing a white gauze Eran looked very beautiful, and I am such a big sub is actually acting as the flower girl role. Zheye pleasant smile, but just do not look back at me, I clearly smell the lily bridal bouquet fragrance floated ... ... I sat up and shoved it, woke up. A long while, then lay back down and closed my eyes desperate.
the dark I hear Zheye came in a small bedside lamp and then opened. He sighed: What dream? Cried so much. I Zhuangshui, but tears like leaky faucets, dripping down the corner of the eye to the ear. Zheye warm fingers again and again to draw those tears, but how can not stop.
this disease, lingering over ten days. And other healing and I Zheye have lost a great circle. He said: go home to live in it, so many people a school dormitory, the air is not good.
a motorcycle every day, pick me.
face against his back, and my heart is always sad suddenly suddenly hi.
again later Eran never been to our house. After a very long period of time, I believe, Eran and that women teachers are also the same thing of the past.
I successfully graduated from office.
I am happy, peaceful living, not next to the greedy, just me and Zheye. Since I could not say anything, then this status quo is good.
but God refused to give me such a long-term happiness.
Zheye halo to the site. Diagnosed with advanced liver cancer. I have pain Jigong heart, but still very cool to ask the doctor to know: how many days? The doctor said: a year, maybe a little longer.
I Zheye home. He did not stay in bed during the day I go to work, make a part-time care,
louboutin sale, noon and night, by myself to take care of him.
Zheye smiled and said: Look, let me drag, and her boyfriend should have been out on a date yet.
I smiled: boyfriend? As far as that is not only lightly.
after dinner every day and I Zheye go for a walk. I was just taking his arm. Get rid of weight loss than in the past, he is still tall Toshihaya, and the outsider, is this not a Tianlun map, only me, the next visible appearance in the beautiful cruel reality. I am sober sadness,
louboutin shoes, I clearly see my Zheye final day by day in the fast disappearing.
Zheye very quiet life as usual. Reading design drawings. Part-time, said he had half a day delay in the study of time.
I am more and more like study. The meal is always a cup of tea, and sit Zheye relative, the next game, play a game of poker. He then helped organize the information Zheye. He provides a stack of things I am forbidden to move. I'm curious. Last day to take advantage of his absence peek. It was thick
several Big diary.
tender, she really is my lonely life of a Jieyu Hua. old men. hope that her life as lonely as I do. I still did not hide the remaining goodwill. the impact of such a large. year of life left. I do not fear, but Yao Yao, she is my event. I'm dead, how to make her happy and healthy life, is my primary consideration. > I brought a diary book, Tears streamed to drop. It turned out he is aware of, that he is aware of.
a few days, the pile of the book disappeared. I know Zheye have been dealt. I know he knows he does not want my mind, but he did not know I already know.
Zheye is the second to go in the spring. Dying, He took my hand and said: You would have wanted to personally handed the hands of a good boy, seeing him to help you wear a ring just to go, too late.
me smile. He forgot, my ring, twenty years old he bought me.
desk drawer with his letter a few brief: Yao Yao, I went to, you can like me, but not always in my mind and you can calm and peaceful life, is the greatest comfort to me . Uncle.
I did not cry in pitch darkness of the.
wake up at night, I seem able to hear him say: Yao Yao careful ah.
sorting debris in the study, I found a corner in the locker dusty jars, it is simple and fun cause I out, wash clean, stay, anything above that there is no decoration, only four Yan style: I was not born when I was born old. Henbu students at the same time, a good day and the king.
By this time, my tears streaming down before unscrupulous.
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