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read a lot of brothers and sisters love the post, so I have been very difficult subject! While things in the past has been for some time, but I know I will not forget in this life. I believe, sister and me. Today I finally decided to tell this secret, I am not anonymous, anyway, you do not know me, but I said is a real occurrence.
sister is my aunt's daughter, that is my cousin. She only just a few months younger than me. However, due to relations between our two particularly good, I am the only child, my sister is my aunt's only child. I wanted a mother and daughter, so basically my sister as the daughter of the family, often come to my sister who lives in.
remember as a child, the favorite and sister sleep together. So little time with Mom and Dad do not sleep, and like her sister sleep strange. Even more surprising is the sister
also like to sleep with me I will always hold the hand of his sister to tell her mother: grow up I want to my sister when my wife, sister and I together. This time my sister is a sweet smile
mother always told us laugh: good good. So you grow up, let you marry my sister when wife. This silly child ... ... that time my biggest wish is to grow faster, although I do not know what is the concept of growing up in the end, but I know you can grow up to marry his sister as wife.
Slowly, we really grew up. Should be said that our family lineage is also good, high school, I grew up and became a fairly handsome boy, and his sister has become a well-recognized beauty.
and this time, I just understand some things between men and women. Looked more and more beautiful sister, I began to have some very strange feeling, even I did not know the feeling.
high school, my sister and the same school in different classes. At that time the school was already in love. I admit I was pretty late in this regard, when my friends started to discuss the school around which beauty is more beautiful, which has been broken at the man, and how many women have been on, I was still in the flow of the football field and basketball court sweat and hard work, or holding a Jin Yong novel enjoyment.
sister obviously more mature than I could girls usually mature earlier than boys to it! At that time we recognized his sister was the school beauty, coupled with the conditions aunt
better off than so many people like it, crush. A little boy even made bold flowers of love letters. Much trouble on a few occasions, the school was moved. This time my heart always feels a bit strange, in my eyes, the other female students simply can not compare football. But my sister is different, she is like my heart's a piece of meat, I do not like people to steal her.
fact that when I already know myself and my sister is not possible, if we are together is called incest, do not ask where I know that word, I do not know, anyway, I know. So I can only force myself to accept only Xiongmeizhiqing own sister to numb myself.
Several times I asked my sister, so many boys like you, you do not like, my sister always looked at me eyes wide open, and then very seriously said: I do not like that, and pretend romantic and send love letters and flowers, and vulgar! I like the sun, there is a sense of humor sports boy, make me glad to have the sense of security.
I say: you see more of it fiction! What kind ah!
sister said: you do not is it? Ha ha ... ...
sister, though casual, I was a bit strange feeling.
this feeling with my three-year high school career.
Finally,cheap prada handbags, the college entrance examination. Three years, my sister did not received any of the suitors, but study hard, the best she was admitted to a key university in Changsha, and I just admitted to his own city, an ordinary university. This is a big boy like me and my sister since the first secondary apart. Remember to send her sister on the train when she flew like crying in my arms, I feel like a man suddenly emptied of the same.
wait for the university, I understand what real freedom. He himself was under the influence around Hupenggouyou Football for me this time is no longer important, it is important woman. Dorm room every day with a film broadcast accelerated our growth.
school almost did not take long, the quarters have their own brothers to the Been alone.
God is good to me after all. Brothers in the dormitory with the help of friendly and we became a women's dormitory accommodation. So the appointment of two quarters to go out to play, in fact, is plainly a blind date to
's. Finally, I applied a bit shy with handsome, actually moved the general appearance of a body or in the general situation of the average family girl. She called me the initiative, and invited me to take to the streets, the quarters were happy for me brother, and said I can finally get rid of this last virgin. In order not to sweep
Hing brothers, and the girl I go out alone several times, is nothing more than shopping, watching movies, eating, etc., a more thorough understanding of this girl think she is too common Tai Su , and my heart is always not help since she and her sister lived in comparison to take, the more interested than the less. I thought: just can not sell themselves for ###### to day feelings ah finally going to night classes, put out about the girl, and she said clearly. The girl was sad, crying, said I was like her first boy, this is my life for the first time the girls cry for me. I do not know how to do. In fact, I had to tell her that I have been very like a girl, so can not accept you, I'm sorry. I know I say that is a sister. Back to the hostel after a good mood disorder. Sister, he started to help but miss the crazy!
This found that my sister has contacted more than two months, this is the first time since a big boy and my sister for so long without contact. Rummaging through to find my sister's phone call in the past quarters. Until you hear the familiar sound of my sister's feelings calm down immediately. My sister and I asked why so many long-suppressed anger to contact her
said to me: you do not do not find me?
sister said: You ... ... stupid, lazy that you
I said: Ok! A phone call every two days later, a letter every week, you happy now
sister This happy, said: This is also the same.
and sister just because a phone can make me feel better. I knew I was not deceive ourselves. Absolutely in love with his sister, but they know that their feelings are not the result. Besides her sister but when he is brother. Their feelings is simply no way of complex words clearly. Real Ascension. And dormitory that night and saw a few a buddy film, harsh men, but kept rising to my own life, no.1 times sy. The object of ######ual fantasies is her sister.
his first felt the thrill of the kind of explosive volcanoes, and then is hit deep remorse. I was simply not as good as ah beast! And sister think of how dry things ... ...
after that I have kept my promise, 2 days a phone call, letter a week. My sister and almost about anything, I would tell her that I was in school every move. For example, I play hurt, the teacher caught sleeping classes, etc., and my sister are always very interested in listening to me. And told me her things at school.
but never said that emotional thing. I once asked her if she really could not help but may have to find a boyfriend. Sister very seriously answer me: now is small, do not want this thing. Learning important
I said: you must have a lot of people chasing it
sister said: Yes, ah! This man does not seem to not live like a girlfriend. Harassing phone calls every day, really annoying. You will not harass you also like the girls, right? Ha ha ... ... I said: You fart, I'm not that bored. I finally finally demanding
Winter vacation is coming to, I was almost counting the days before. Count my sister a few days back. To go home the day my sister and I went to the train station early in the morning waiting for her. So to see the sister. Only to find her sister six months to become more beautiful the more mature and feminine. Figure than the high school to be fuller. May be no high school to university study and tension, ease and reasons for it!
I'm glad to see my sister and threw herself into my arms. I am that excited ah! I guess many people will misunderstand that we are lovers now.
winter vacation has begun! In order to more exposure and sister and I lived in my aunt had. Some days the phone every day to find her sister more than special. And to answer the phone when she was always very sweet smile. My heart is like 15 buckets to fetch water - 7 8 under. Even worse, she seems to always answer the phone like to hide from me, then I really can not stand it and asked her: how do so many calls every day ah? A boyfriend!
Xipixiaolian my sister said: none of your business ah? Gossip doing so?
is the fire I suddenly rushed to her sister saying: great you have a boyfriend? What to hide from the phone ah!
sister shocked, half a day to say: What gas ah you were born! All my sisters dorm, what boyfriend? Baffling. Girl on the phone, of course there are things you boys do not want to hear it!
this time I know to what extent they have nervous, and his sister have been too concerned.
Chinese New Year, to accompany her sister to go shopping for new clothes. I walked my sister was thrown behind. My sister said to go too fast, she can not keep up. I said that there is no way I'm used to the speed. Sister suddenly took my arm and said: This will not keep up with you. Go!
meal my heart thump thump of the bounce, even blushed, since I can remember and this is the first such contact with the girl. Sometimes I even feel her sister's chest Sassafras in my arms had feeling. oh! my god! I am a little dizzy!
but I can not let my sister know what I think, I feel dirty, and always thought it would be crooked.
to accompany my sister to buy some new clothes, but also bought a few pieces myself, promotions, warm young lady a bit too far to see my sister and I are holding came to think that we are the lovers, desperately Tell us about the latest lovers, said that we put on some good-looking. Sister smiles to me: Oh, try! Boyfriend. Ha ha ... ...
promotion to death that stupid lady went on to say: Yes, your boyfriend to wear a certain good read.
I Yunsi ... ... ah, but my mind was the U.S.
fact, many are a bit fuzzy when I myself and my sister, I can feel her on my feelings a bit ambiguous, but I'm not sure, add he really did not dare to break through on the secular social shackles. This relationship has been buried deep in my heart. Sometimes good things in the heart is enough. I think so.
holiday until the 51 of that year, I went to Changsha to play. To see her sister, and we are very happy, my sister play with me in Changsha, in a cross the road, I unintentionally brought the sister's hand, feeling her sister's hand was soft and slippery, as there is no bones, as they are a little reluctant let go, I also saw my sister blush ... ...
Results 51 day two of us are more embarrassing than a day, to the dormitory at night, when her sister sent to the dormitory door, and my sister suddenly called my name. She called my name, not call me brother,prada shoes, I just find it strange to see my sister flew in my arms, I am firmly of the newspaper to live, and then quickly said something: I love you. And then goes back to the same dormitory.
my mood can only be shocked and happy, to describe the conflict. I did not sleep a night. I do not know how to face tomorrow be sister, I was a junior high school students living in a small rented house in Changsha in Changsha, the cat should be aware that, Yue Wan City. 51 students took home the house to where I live. Small house to a bed, plus a bedside computer.
I understand the meaning of the phrase my sister, she called my name and not call my brother, so I do not know if I was tmd pig. But I hesitate, I can not accept such love. Brings admire the courage of my sister, how dare she.
toss this one night, I did not sleep a wink, and finally decided it met with his sister to say so. . Drag late the next day determined to see his sister. Almost afternoon. Call to her quarters, she said she quarters the students out. Asked me if I was xx. I said: yes ah. You know me? There said: she has letters to you, you come and collect it. Came to her quarters for a long time under the other, only to see a girl came and asked me if I was xx. And then handed me a thick letter, and then said to me: she wrote one night and cried. I know she has not seen her for so long so she must love you, you have to cherish ah!
I am a bit stunned but I knew that silly nod, then takes a look at the letter back to the house, opened the envelope, counted, a full second paper, written in dense.
letter above almost all things before me and my sister, my first time for her fight it! Send her a gift it! There are many things to see, if not the letter I do not remember, but every one of her sister remember clearly confused, but when it happened, in what place. After almost from the thoughtful sister said to have only like a boy, that is me, she asked if I had not noticed before, from high school each year since the Valentine's Day we are all together before. Qianxi years and I have been, and my birthday before. Almost all of the important day, my sister must have been with me before. I know how silly their own how the effect. Never paid attention to some of the day is so meaningful. After reading my sister's letter, I began to feel heart is bleeding, eyes wet. I thought I was the only been the most pain, the pain I had 100 times more than my sister and I had pain than a full three years.
read the letter I began to frantically call. Sister's cell phone to play the dormitory phone. But the mobile phone has been shut down, dormitories, said she has not returned. I came up like a drug, like, sitting not stand no. No one is upper and lower body comfortable. Finally, she decided to go downstairs and wait for her dorm! She always want to come back to sleep!
waiting downstairs in her dormitory more than 5 hours to eleven o'clock at night fast, before a person to see her sister slowly walked back.
I almost rushed to the front of her: you go wrong? How phone does not open, you do not know that I worry about you?
my sister was suddenly startled, and then did not say anything, the tears down. A cry to see my sister is my heart like a knife and stabbed the same uncomfortable. I know that if I do not stand, then, my sister will be more uncomfortable. I hugged her! Her tightly in his arms.
sister cried and said: I'm afraid, afraid you say shameless me, I can not open phone, not dormitory. I'm afraid you did not like.
I said: stupid! I already like you. From an early age like you, always love you. I said to marry you as a wife it! You forgot?
sister early this time tears were like a cry.
I slowly pushed my sister, watching the tears she left sounded! I finally found the courage gently kiss away the tears on her face. Sister in my arms a bit throughout the shock, eyes wide open looking at me, then slowly closed his eyes.
way this time, few people. Anyway, I would like to have the case. Death to go die! So the Xinyi Heng, also close your eyes and kiss it down.
This is definitely my first kiss, my sister is, the two of us had any experience, only to learn about the movie to see, there is no technology component at all. But this is the most perfect of my life a kiss. I really understand why someone would say that a kiss is sweet, because I really think it is sweet, and sweet sweet.
200x year May 3. (Please forgive I can not say a specific time) I'll always remember this day, do not know if a turning point in my life.
back that night I took my sister's house the students. 3, this time early in the morning already had. Since both of the previous night did not sleep well, the results of my sister fell asleep on the bed. My sister was lying in my arms, I really can not believe
a day ago, even the hands are not led, and now actually slept together. Looked at the sleeping sister, I gently kiss her lips, and then himself to sleep.
I swear, that night we really nothing happened. May be too tired to even the ** are not particularly strong now! I slept until about noon before
up, wake up my sister got up and playing the computer. I suddenly do not know what about the identity and sister speak, I feel very embarrassed, so I am fully aware what happened finishing, I hugged from behind his sister's waistline, and then pressed his face in the past: what in the play it? plus my sister is very gentle
Feelings quietly said to me: you wake up ah!
I have never seen my sister said to me so tender, it is absolutely boyfriend girlfriend tone, and tone before the sister of his brother is absolutely not the same. It seems my sister has completed the psychological changes. One o'clock I was a bit stunned, because I never thought such a beautiful girl like her sister would be my girlfriend, my sister look at me like a dream daze to
Hehe laughed and kissed my face also: hair What stay ah! I feel so stupid
happy, silly to say: Hello beautiful.
sister said: You know ah
this time I could hold myself a little bit long to hug my sister over to relatives, the absolutely different, and last night, because I was a little fierce, not like last night so gentle, the more the more that the body has changed pro, my sister may have felt, wanted to push me, but I like crazy, how can my sister so much effort, a short while myself a little sister shortness of breath up and not stop the heaving chest, face and long red die, his eyes began to blur a bit, the two of us have lost a reason.
the tension,prada sale 2011, though I am a bit clumsy, but at least her clothes off or down, I'm not here to call her my sister, because that moment, I when she was a woman loves in my life, not and then my sister. So big the first time I saw a woman's body, I almost burst with blood, she just desperately to get the blanket over his body, I am somewhat at a loss for a time. Do not know how to do, to my mind are all seen a film turned out. She is really beautiful, very white skin, body 也好. We just casually hold together,prada handbags 2011, did not know how to do next. In fact, experienced
all know, the difference between virgin and non virgin, an analogy is the difference between trail and the highway, one is a difficult one for the exercise unhindered. I was a virgin pure and simple, no experience, the total can not find the right direction, always on the outside of an hour wandering
frustrating, the end or not, and she finished that thing. I feel like a God, that moment, I suddenly what ###### drive is gone. Stop all the action, and then lie on one side, she saw me, softly asked me: how you?
I am not a spirit answered: sister! We like incest ah!
then I can not speak, do not want to talk. I know the history of China there are many cousins to marry, that is, there are still a lot of liberation, but now, after all, this society has been different. Although I know that we love each other and not hurt anyone else, but it is also unacceptable to society. We have no results. I do not know what I think right at that moment, I decided to give up.
sister did not speak again, we'll just lie down quietly for a long time, and finally my sister cried, but very firmly said to me: I do not know that we are not incest, but anyway, I do not regret it.
sister's words really touched me, that I do not love her, but really that strong in their own psychological is untied, and finally I said to her: we can try together, but do not let our people know that , and, in future we not do that anymore.
I am not impotent, nor do not want younger sister having ######, but I think if we did not do so, at least there are still turning back, for at least a sister's innocence.
see my sister agreed with her, of course, very happy, readily agreed to my request
the next few days in my life in a happy few days! And sister, like a day like any other couple, hand in hand shopping, according to ID, even when you can take the bus because there is only one seat and put her in my arms sitting on his lap.
Changsha, a large lake, Normal, and no do not know the Fall Street, now! During that time, where we play almost every day! It is a paradise for lovers of students, where the students every day in countless lovers, my sister and I also like
a pair of them, because in Changsha, do not recognize us, we will treat us as one pair of lovers in love, to be honest, we all enjoy this feeling. We even asked her dorm friends to dinner. When my sister introduced me to my boyfriend of course. And her friends are also happy for her, that she finally found their favorite people. This time my sister and I would laugh.
Happy time is always off soon, soon the holidays 51 the end is clear since the sister and sister each day together, except to sleep, not me, but I really do not want to grasp and sister sleep together does not crash. Sending me home, my sister is driving me kind of sorry to see the eyes but also to melt, I can only do so handsome and she said: stupid, but not not met, and soon summer vacation! And we can also call Well
sister just nodded, his eyes red, and so I got on the train, and drove the moment, I truly appreciate what life to death, the kind of painful episodes, several times a jump the train of impulses.
days after returning to school do not know what he was doing, exactly like sleepwalking, I feel no interest in anything, and only know a few thinking day and night in Changsha and sister on the phone, describing the pain of Acacia. Brother quarters as a different person said I, I told them that I'm in love, and showed them photos of the emoticons himself and his sister, brothers, said after reading convinced me, how you can catch up so beautiful girlfriend. I can only lie to them that my high school classmate, at that time I was actually tough for me, I began to feel my sister's feelings can not see the light, our happiness exists only between the two of us.
real pain in fact only just begun! Finally heading for the big summer vacation, and my sister back, and my parents live. But we can feel the pain that can not see the light. In front of my parents what we have to pretend not to keep the the brother and sister relationship. After the parents go to work so we can vent their intense love that. We were young, and so in love, with summer wear less, many times are making out I could hold myself fast. But the key is to maintain some when I awake, I rushed into the bathroom and cold water, then their sy, to see me, several times, both my sister said to me: If you do not tolerate hard feelings and no longer forbear, I really do not back sorry.
I laughed and said to her: a fool, I'm fine. I'm with you not to do that.
I admit that my sister than I am brave, every time I think back, when the dedication and determination are his sister touched me. In fact, this feeling has been carefully maintained sister
sister and my wallet is a photo avatar, is a sister kiss my photos, my sister and said: Do not put the photos so affectionate, if Mom and Dad do not accidentally see the bad
sister said: If they see, we illustrate them, we did not do anything bad, there is nothing to fear
this time I always do not know how to answer. I do not know that we in the end there is nothing wrong if parents know what will happen aunt they treat this issue?
sister is very clever and cleaning every day at home is very clean, the parents came home from work when they are able to eat a good meal. Mother often would we say: If anyone can marry my daughter (my mother has always called her younger sister) is really a blessing for him ah!
heard my mother say this, I feel strange, several times if I have to ask my mother to marry Can ah, but I really cowards asked.
people at this time to do some extreme things like, I hope your sister and miracles. So I can prove I'm hoping to find some blood evidence and sister did not.
but obviously this effort is futile, me and my sister the same blood relationship is a hard fact.
I once asked my mother: I love a friend and his cousin, and they are now very painful, do not know how to do? You say they will have results?
not want to say to my mother: Of course not it! The state, the next of kin can not get married. What is your friend ah? You to persuade him, and now you are young,prada sneakers, even less contact with people, easy to do wrong! When the time is too late to regret ah!
mother makes me feel kind of desperate, I would like to take the time parents and sister did not know the end result of this is not the feelings, so that adults would not hurt. But the sister of a face I could not say anything here. I really love her, she loves me. But why we can not be together with me?
so the relationship between me and my sister had been dragged, until we graduated from university last quick winter vacation. We can feel each other's pain. And big sister insisted on it that clearly, but I dare not.
after all, paper is smoke there's fire, the parents finally felt something. I still do not know how much they know in the end, but they really know. We talked to the parents to find, although did not say too clear, but we already know the specific meaning - they are opposed, strongly opposed. Although there has long been prepared, but the moment really comes, I feel even the heart had stopped beating. Sister crying so much that my parents and aunt and uncle no longer speak. Family spent the New Year one of the most painful. I know that is not the only sad that we, and our parents.
looked so much older parents also do not think we worry about tea rice is not fragrant. I really feel very unworthy of them, I can not because the two of us lead a happy and human suffering. Thinking several days later, I find parents and aunt talk, I decided and my sister completely separated. In fact, their parents and aunt scolded from start to finish we are not very stringent, and our only reason they see I have figured out they were all happy.
I found a sister and told her my decision, my sister did not speak, did not cry, just looked at me tightly. I know she must hate me, hate the most critical time I did not stand by her side, after I told her we can only brother and sister, and before we all forget things! In order to completely give up hope my sister and I in front of her face burned our pictures, she gave me a gift. And that she wrote me letters full 12-page letter. Sister did not cry through the whole process, but I can feel her heart had been broken, in fact, maybe she did not know my heart no longer beating since before.
Since then, my sister is no longer for me. I know she hates me, perhaps time will help level her wounds. After graduation, my sister came home to work. I do not want you to meet embarrassed, I work a man came to Guangzhou. The one is of two years, I did not go home again, even if the Chinese Lunar New Year, people are a time of reunion, I was a person lonely too.
to Guangzhou, I began to find a girlfriend, but I was only asking many younger sister to find a substitute in the Bale. Two years, I found a seven girlfriends, but none can be more than 3 months,prada outlet, more on them when I was a little sister because of the shadow.
this year, Chinese New Year! Call home, my mother told my sister has been looking for a boyfriend, is our high school students. I do not know the news is happy or sad.
In this post I made a few days ago, met my sister online, this is our first time in two years that separate the chat, it felt so familiar and strange
sister had asked me how, I said okay. After a long time and get back to my sister, I know that my sister's mixed feelings, like me, that time I played so hard every word, felt like a thousand words to say to the sister, but say a word out.
She said: I xx together.
I said: I know, my mom told me
She said: We may get married next year, do you back?
I think my heart is bleeding, after a long time, I can lay a few words: do not know if the free bar!
then is the long wait, my sister did not return to see my sister's qq long after finally shaking head, and I click, and then saw a few tears left my words
- Your In burned the letter she gave me before I had put the letter word for word the copy down, and will be good to save his life. ~~~~~~~~~