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22127543 2009 年 03 月 17 日 23:45 Reading (loading. ..) Comments (11) Category: Personal Diary
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I rarely work in the space to mention things,
la gear walking shoes, but today is a special day, so the record the following text, I would like this document to our youth, friends, please Bearing in mind that their most precious memories. -
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2008 年 3 17, is a memorable day of his life. That day, with fear and curiosity, courage and vision began first job in life, Emeishan Lu, Samantabhadra foot, in my opinion, is a very auspicious fate, and pay attention to the place. This is perhaps the edge, people feel fear, but also feel sad. -
- Memorial - one is the first step
Many companies do not want to use the graduates, because they do not by things, they are things by the book, I used to think that is wrong, this way, we Biequ argument. However, when I come into contact with some of the graduates do things by the book, as if we see the shadow of last year. -
we were good, how hard to break into this five-star hotel, it is a vision, then the effort to adapt, to smile for everyone. I remember the first day on the job last year and I am wondering about the small distortion to 6 to get up, wash make-up will be spent a lot of time, and does not know where the car, insurance purposes can only point out in advance. We are basically satisfied with the dress, the result has been not sure where the car, and had to play on the hotel, panic, finally found their positions. One day back to sitting together talking about today, something strange experience. -
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we do not know how people and social interaction, so be friendly to others as much as possible, as much as possible to their own people to do everything. We face a baffling chapter uncommon fax did not know came from the English, really a headache, but his teeth obstinately to translate, but also somewhat conservative to say that this is the translation of our own, not necessarily accurate ... -
really make every effort to ah. -
, of course, but also because of their things by the book, I have offended a lot of work friends. If you are like this, it always starts so do not go well,
la lights, but, no matter where, there must be a beginning of the process, they want to unwittingly offend some people, it is not easy to know what lakes mix, let alone I think I have been just the edge of the arena, do not even really into the political arena. -
not so many rules, some rules are not dead, there has been the policy response, we do not necessarily toe the line or policy work, but we can not understand the rules or policies. We do to make people think it is the outlaw or policy work, but in fact, many of these high-sounding pretext they are. -
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saying last summer, I kind of timid to ask a colleague to go out in the end how to talk with people, and then she put it mildly at least not like me wearing a plain white dress, the hair also So wearing a black rubber band, whether loaded or pure true pure, others are not called to give you confidence to do things. I blushed at that time. -
once went to visit the head of marketing, publicity head office colleagues, the man puffed, separated by a laptop between us, I giggle with cotton with others, the results do not eat people This set, I asked the question, people let me completely unable to speak a word, shook his hand and then looked at the computer said: do not panic, I finished this first emergency. I am very depressed, and finally had to leave nothing to the downstairs, it was already noon, I do not know where to go, do not know what to eat, only tears splashed to the whereabouts. Do not rub, anyway, no one knows me. Think about how such a difficulty, along with others, I am sincerely ah (later I learned that interaction would have been very difficult to keep up appearances)! A telephone call to his aging mother, his aging mother surprised me how to Chengdu, I said, Mom, I'm home for dinner later. She said yes, then you come back. Busy looking out the window all the way, I feel awful. Go home and still grinning, and said that I return to Chengdu on a business trip to come back to eat a meal in the afternoon but also out of it. -
harvest Souvenirs: Bowl + Chopsticks -
my birthday, and only the father and mother and former boyfriend gave me a telephone call and sent a text message greetings, a person, still feel very sad. I would like,
la gear footwear, then how should its been ah, interesting idea so I chose to go to the supermarket a beautiful bowl and a pair of beautiful chopsticks, as my birthday gift. Know what this means? -
first year of my work, I try to fight for at least support themselves, buy this rice bowl is like their own from now on are so independent care of yourself. Now I use it every day to eat, and once when Dafan almost wrestling,
la gear light, holding the bowl, and my heart thump thump of the dance. -
- Memorial II - home of my heart Harbour
went to school, go back 2 months, or even earlier time, one year see the father and mother 2 times. I think there is father and mother's place, the place is successful, they are not, I do not want to return to the empty dusty home. -
which know, really work, and only really began to love home. Month, did not return,
la gears, they will give me one of them to call, ask the situation, talk about the situation, asking the girl to beat around the bush when the home. I know they want me. To her daughter on the side, but her daughter grow up, need to find their own food, can not be her tie him down. -
this time, regardless of my hand tighter, as long as one has time to go back. No appointments, no activities to home, move along quietly. Take the time, dare not look back, because there is always one step out the door to burst into tears. -
I thought I was strong and very independent. -
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his aging mother to always get me back to a home takes to calculate how much money, I asked her, when you told me to go Qinghai, come and airline tickets, 30 dollars every night accommodation fee, plus all day to eat fruit, clothes and taken out to play, more than a month, you calculated how much money? She did not remember the. -
Yes, it can not remember. -
Each time, my mother asked me: come back. I know, I was time to go back and look. -
to her tea, drink every day, buy her a sweater, wear immediately, Dad is more fun in the sun wearing a large belly bulging with pride, to his brother (my uncle) said, this is my girl bought me a house, nice not? -
only family is not asking for anything wholeheartedly in love with myself, when I got the other half of the time, when we have family time between, I think, we have a share this life foundation. -
harvest Souvenirs: Understanding + trust -
my father learned to hang QQ, and this is my uncle's credit. My father and mother to stop saying then obtain the radio and host professional, do not let me learn zither, and now my heart still some blame. But after all, is back, to when I do not want to mention, one day, my father's point of muddle into my room and saw my words and photos. That night he was drunk, called me and said, girl, see your articles and photos, you still blame me for is not it? Okay, now I feel very proud dad, my daughter grow so big, they know to arrange their own thing. . . -
hey, brush my tears to flow, ah, but stubbornly would not let him hear it. . . -
- Memorial of the three - to find a truly their own thing
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I think a lot of things in this world are changeable, in my eyes, see through all of the inconstancy of human relationships. I always love to, even the weather was good yesterday, why is it raining today, I will think about these issues. Albeit unnecessary. I think I'm still a little emotional, how this may not be a good thing, so many things that can not see through, so with their own emotions. -
began to understand what I can get what they can grasp what is, and always something of their own. -
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If the world had peace, I think my piano is always belong to me, my skills will never belong to me, even if the piano one day I was force majeure destroyed, but my mind there is melody, and I personally fiddle with the screen, water will not afford to, not fire. I have been so hard to learn, at 500 dollars to go home, back to Emei to pay tuition out of 200 and also bought a metronome, I found that I really can not do without my piano out. -
she really touched me, her voice is the spiritual memory leaves Zhiqiu of the most perfect interpretation of the words. Ya I do not expect to encounter as a bosom friend, but at least I'll try to do my piano aficionados, she is my soul mate. The year before the first performance, I believe, after learning the zither know that nothing is impossible. -
harvest Souvenirs: small window + to -
I collected a lot of information on the zither, comprehensive comparison hesitation, finally in January 10, 2009 to buy a piano of their own, that is what kind of excitement ah! I drew it, ###### with ###### with a fifth floor to climb, a break of two, open the package, the first tone played scratch readily, transparent bright! I was very happy! Named it the little window, give it to buy scarves cover gray, giving it to buy red Chinese knot hanging on a string at the end, the United States and the United States Shunliu Chinese red nylon steel strings,
la gear womens shoes, very beautiful! -
over the years, took a year-end awards, the school year the money back to the Kenny Zheng, clutched red in the bank notes, looking at the machine to transfer the success step by step, I soul mate. Finally, I started the first step in self-reliance. -
look at the time, must have relief and soft, in any case, I tried. -
- Memorial of the four - self-confidence, improve and happy
I want to go every step of life to look back a look that often , how come this way, and look now like this is how the evolution of. See their progress, little by little, walking is actually stumbled constantly improve themselves. To find some time to complete their transformation, this is my idea at the time, but now think it is really people beyond Behind the small to much of my own benchmarks to see, or sense of achievement. -
Sometimes I think to do something good, but always hesitate to continue, as I write, try to give it a go it? One interpretation is that 隔行如隔山 is simply extremely contradictory. I think this is my bones cautious conservative causes. Each had done a seemingly impossible or very difficult thing, turn around and discovered that, in fact, the original seems not so difficult, only done only after the truth. That did not do before, is hesitant, is cautious. Can not stand. -
so strange they want too much, I give my father and mother told me this, I think it before I'm not that serious. Dad said, the girl can think is the inherited advantages of dad, but not too much. His aging mother also taught that, in any case, just want her happy, regardless of the greatest difficulty, do not her daughter is not happy, the other, not worth mentioning. -
I am very touched. -
mirror my own, in fact, small eyes and smile that point, still in very good to see the (narcissistic in ...)。 So like always smile. For the people who make me laugh I have bestowed, Oh, we waited a long time busy, not all want their happiness and those around it? (I think at least make yourself laugh first) -
harvest Souvenirs: Narcissism + Smile -
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gradually formed its own view: drink plenty of water, more laughter. -
drink plenty of water to make a better physical state. Detoxifies the most natural method, because the woman is made of water. -
to laugh, to make a better psychological state. Good mood, smiling, people of spirit. -
When I compare these two states are good times, often been considered in love ...... -
This at least shows a problem: I laugh really good ...... haha ...... narcissistic ...... -
used to spend some time in the mirror, of course, I know that many people have this habit, the statement: This is a good habit, at least you'll always find yourself the place does not look good. -
to fool himself that day by day, the idea is silly fun. -
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Postscript: -
after this time-consuming for several days, has finally successfully concluded as, defined as the language simple type, the individual feels a bit more winded. -
recent work is not very liking, often make mistakes, not the state. Feeling tired, want to go out get some fresh air, think too much and shoulder pain. Occasionally, a smile, but it seems once again Nothing Wuyou Temple took the kind of pleasant smell of the. This is the result of my lazy, do not get organized their own feelings, their happiness do not find something better. Just keep busy and blame. -
looked round, the whole year, and I do not want to work for a year before young age to end up tired, in fact, will not have to, so search for a year's experience, is finally written down, with a famous song Canon, with chasing the footprints of The Sound of Music. -